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This post is about question to me!
Ask me here anything you want and I will answer.
I prefer the questions would be not “yes or no” questions so I could actually write a post about them.
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*** Yeah I need to fix the layout, V_V;

There are lots of things I want to buy, but unfortunately I don’t have enough money for all those things, especially since I always have to pay for food, bills, but tickets and all those things you actually CAN’T live without.

I figured that instead of just being bummed for not being able to buy those thing, I can make a list (not in any particular order, unless there is something I HAVE to have) and just wait for an opportunity to get these things.

So as I previously stated, in no particular order!
1. I want to permanently straighten my hair in a hair salon that specializes in straightening hair.
2. I also want temporary hair extensions, but that can be done only after I straighten my hair.
3. I want a tattoo. I am not sure of what but I am pretty sure I want it on the (right) side of my torso.
4. I want a nipple piercing.
5. I want gerbils; to gerbils with a cage and all the equipment.
6. Model doll, I know what kind I want, I know where to buy it and how much it costs. I just don’t have the money yet ?
7. I want a new microwave.
8. Pretty black lace up boots for winter that won’t fall apart after I wear them a couple of times. V_V

What are some of the things that you want and can’t have at the moment?

I was shot to death today in a dream.
Someone said once that you can’t have a dream about yourself dying because you don’t know what it is like.
Yesterday, however I was shot to death by four bullets to the chest and to the shoulder. I knew it was coming so I bent down in the back seat protecting over someone and just hoped that it would be pain free and fast and so it was; instant relief.

Do you believe you can dream about something and really feel it (in your dream) when in reality it never happened to you?

I decided to make another “alternative cover for songs” post; I can’t find the first one because I posted it before I installed wordpress, so excuse me if I repeat myself.

Children Of Bodom – Oops! I Did It Again
Original by Britney Spears.
(are the lyrics the same? I can’t figure out).

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I am in a bad mood for quite a while and for a few hours now I am trying to analyze my personality.

I think I am easy to get along with because of my… bad personality features.
01. I am easy to be talked into something.
02. I am un-decisive and if you decide, I’d most likely be ok with it because of number 01.
03. I won’t get pissed at you or get offended by something you did, I will just get frustrated, remember what you did and try to avoid same situation next time so I don’t get disappointed.
04. I am very open minded, I bet there is nothing you can say that will make me go crazy that someone actually did\though if it.
05. That’s because I don’t have any strong principles. Oh wait, I have one! I think people should do whatever the fuck they want, UNLESS it is against the law/can hurt somebody physically or emotionally without their consent.
06. When I get mad I can be very furious but only for a few minutes, then I will calm down and expect everyone to be all happy and friendly again like nothing happened, because we all said we were sorry and will not do it again…

No more mister nice Kitty.
I am going to work on number 01, 02, 03.
04, 05 are actually good.
06 is connected somehow to number 03 actually. That’s all because I can’t stay mad at people (even if they deserve it) because I am afraid to hurt them…

Anyone as any personality tips for me?

listen to the lyrics.

I can finally update! We organized the new place, found a job, made a new habit of visiting friends and having friends over. (We used to live in some place with no friends around and we had to actually lie to people that it is only 40 minutes away from them and not like over an hour and a half so they’d visit us).

And we had a house warming party where at some point we had 17 people if not more! It was fun, fun, fun!
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I forgot to mention that I moved to another city few days ago and no I don’t have a job. Now that that I covered that I can go on and talk about breakfast!

A while ago (or maybe long time ago I’m not sure; slept only like 40 minutes after some ‘house party’ in my house, there are still people sleeping all over and I have no room to sleep) I wrote about supper I think? And asked you hat you like to eat for supper (the evening meal).
Now I want to talk about the most important meal of the day; breakfast!

What do you like to eat on breakfast and when do you eat it?

First when I get up I drink a glass of water and then coffee.
I like to eat my breakfast after at least an hour to tree hours after coffee.

There are lots of stuff I like to eat for breakfast, starting from kefir and all kind of products alike (also wile yogurt), kefir I’d eat with some rice crackers and yogurt I would eat as it is or with some granola and honey in it.
I also like cornflakes with milk, or veggies and cottage cheese on one slice of bread.
Also, toasts usually with cheese and ketchup sometimes with mushrooms, corn seeds, onion, and tomatoes.
I can also eat eggs (omelet/boiled/etc) but I prefer to have eggs for supper.
Rarely can you catch me eating pancakes with maple syrup/honey/jam.

Your turn.

I am finally opening the “store” well, I am not opening it as I planned; I am opening it as a blog type thing, for a while and then when I get more time I will fix the site. But you still can order there and even comment ^^.

Angies asked:
What is your daily beauty routine (for makeup/skincare etc)?

I take showers daily, but I wash my hair only twice a week.
I won’t mention brands of makeup/skincare stuff here, I mostly use local stuff and I don’t really remember everything and to lazy to get up and check.

I brush my teeth twice a day and I also floss in the evening.
I wash myself with liquid soap only (hate soap bars); I wash my hair with head&shoulders (that I remember!) I don’t have dandruff, but I just love this shampoo. I also use conditioner. Sometimes I used hair mask/hair ampullas that I buy in special professional store for hair care.
I use body lotion and deodorant of course. I rarely use hand/feet cream.
I stopped straightening my hair because I ruined it completely, I only straighten my bangs.
I paint my nails usually in red, black, purple. I rarely paint my nails on my toes.
for make up I use moisturizer cram, foundation, loose powder, creamy eye shadow (as a primer), all kinds of eye shadows (I usually blend), liquid (and usually black) eyeliner on the top and pencil eyeliner on the bottom, sometimes I fill my eyebrows too, mascara and blush. Don’t like lipsticks/glosses much.

I clean my face with make up removers, and all kinds of skin cleaners, sometimes with wet wipes.

I sold a bag that I made ^^ and another person ordered a bag, with a zipper now, never made a bag with a zipper, but now it is almost done, can’t wait to finish it and get the money ^^
Here is the first bag;

Also i am making a whole vinyl outfit, I already made a corset, that needs a few touch ups, there is also going to be skirt half vinyl half tulle, everything is red and black.
And there is also a collar;

On friday I was at a weird but super awesome, super drunken party; to bad no one had a camera or something ^_^

I will return comments later, i am dying from heat now. -____-

Good any time of a day, where ever you are ^-^
I added two link exchanges, Ariel and Cecilie, go visit them, they are awesome

I don’t feel like writing about something personal out of my head, today I rather write about something personal by answering your questions.
Before I answer, remember I was saying that there was an awesome industrial/e.b.m music radio whose owner died? Well the radio is back! I am not sure who operates it, but this is kind of awesome, everyone go listen to the radio! radio!!!

Mallory asked:
How was high school for you? Did you dress back then the way you do now? Were you one of the ‘outcasts’ or one of the ‘popular’ kids, or neither? Did you like the learning aspect or the ‘YAY I GET TO GO SEE MAH FRIENDZ!!!1? aspect?

x3;

Answer:
High school was ok. Simply ok.
High school is like, 10th, 11th and 12th grades right?
First of all I was very self conscious about how I looked, I tried to make myself look better, but I think I looked horrible anyway. I always had two braids on my head (or many braids sometimes) hideous.
In 10th grade I started putting make up, it probably sucked, in 11th and 12th grade I stopped using my colorful make up and was using only black, gray and white (for eye shadows that it) mall goth stuff. My teacher thought I was into drugs or some kind of a cult or whatever, but actually I wasn’t in any of those, I wasn’t even smoking, I wasn’t going out of my house past 9pm or something like that.

I wasn’t one of the popular kids, but I wasn’t one of the nerds, I was just in the middle had lots of friends, no one bullied me, I bullied no one, life was pretty much good, oh and I was an art student… so I had all the rights to be weird!
And then in 11th grade we had internet at home and that was the most horrible thing that happened to me that I don’t want to write about here, but you can ask me in private.

I wasn’t going to school to see my friends and wasn’t going to school to ’see muh friendZ’ I was going because I had to… btw I made up a name for myself that I asked everyone to call me that from 9th-12th grade. LOL

Making a booklet for photoshop class.. with clothes that I made.. everyone made it with all kinds of butterflies and flowers and green grass, long wals on the beach., blah, blah.
I am going to make it medical.

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