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icey water and candel wax. music: none. So.. these people from work keep asking me if I want to take my labret off. I DONT!!! IF I DID I WOULDNT ASK YOU PERMISSION. Don't you want to shave your hair off? or put a bag over your head!? grrrrr!@#%& In the 'about me' section i added three pictures from last party.. I wil add more party pictures tomorrow. I will plug tomorrow, promise!! two years and four days music: rippin kittin - miss kittin ft. golden boy. Hey hello! I started a job.. well I am having a course there now which I get paid for.. so it is all good.. except during the course I don't have ride and I have to take the bus, they return the money but the problem is that my bus arrives like an hour earlyer and i have a bus back at least 45 minutes after it ends.. i will post pictres from a party (that was on friday) tomorrow if I'm not too tired. And for now I'll just let you know that I pierced my eyebrow. I will plg tomorrow as well.. two years and four days music: none. Two years and fourd days took to get our two soldiers back, only they came back in a casket. I'm sorry we couldn't save you. glow sticks. music: Perpetual - VNV Nation. I made this awesome cherry cake and my friends who came for a tea party ate it. -___- Tea parties are awesome, I have this tea party set with teapot and all these fancy like dishes, then when we are done with the tea and the cakes we take out the beer! See, tea parties are nice. I fixed my "about me" page, it is almost done now.. I just want to change few things.. I also want some content for people but I don't want this usual stuff that everyone has.. I want something unique. Party on friday.. yay!#!@# plugs; mimi, crissy, snez. glue. music: none. I need a job! ;o Other than that, I don't know if I have any news.. well I finished my (useless) B.A apart from two seminars and a test I'm pretty much done with it. I need a job where I can work shifts so i can continue my computer design stidues. So i'm gonna check places and stuff. I have a test tomorrow, but I can't find any papers, heh. ;o Here is a new drawing; new drawing!. Anyone has an LJ? hasta lavista, vista. Unicon - Apoptygma Berzerk. Eiskalte Liebe - BlutEngel & Hosico. I restarted my laptop and it died. I clicked the recovery button and it did nothing.. I called the phone numbers I have at this booklet thingy and they werent conected so I installed XP instead which is ugly but better for me. But everythig on my laptop dosappeared grr ;| I kinda graduated from college day before yesterday.. I just have some huge papers to write and some exams. *dances*. Plugs; Snez, Mimi, Addie. update span Speedball O.D - Velvet Acid Christ. Sacrifice - London After Midnight. I am finally updating, but I am sick and it is SO hot. The other day my boyfriend made me go to a students day where all kind of singers and bands perform, those are very known bands and singers here and very mainstream, and I don't like main stream. I didn't want to go but I stopped whining about that after the third beer but then we went home. The in the middle of the night I woke up feeling all shitty, I though maybe it is hangover but it wasn't I was just sick and still am. That means mainstream sucks. Besides they wanted my ID from all the people standing near me there at the gates they wanted mine. I was like "Do I look suspicious?" and the stupid bich said "Well..". WTF?!?! I was on And One perfprmance on the 30th of may!! Now, THAT was awesome. I have a mad headache. I ate a bunch of pills and drank lots of water and nothing help. Maybe I should drink beer. Oh Shit. Music; memorial day songs. Today evening and tomorrow morning we are having a memorial day for Israeli soldiers, we just had a siren. Last week we had a memorial day for holocaust. Holocaust and bravery we call it. It all bring tears to my eyes. And tomorrow evening it is independence day and I am going to a drag show. Don't ask. I went to this store where they sell stuff for like half a dolla rand I got me lots of awesome stuff I can make bracelets with. I will plug later and stuff I am too lazy. Oh Shit. Music; Go West - Pet Shop Boys. Zauberstab - Oomph! This Shit Will Fuck You Up - Combichrist. I just looked at my site from another computer and it looks absolutly horrible while it looks beautiful on my laptop. I quickly changed the colors because on this computer almost everything looked REALLY fade-to-black kinda dark. bahhh. ;o I am stripping my corset of ribbons now then I have to find a way to clean it somehow and put in new ribbons. Then make stuff. V_V Going to a party tomorrow you know. Oh! Music; Kathy's Song - Apoptygma Berzerk. Until The End of The World - Apoptygma Berzerk. Would you rather have nine fingers or eleven!? On a happier note, I ordered Canon S5 IS camera. I can't find a proper picture of it though.. I should get it in five days, but since it is ariving to ma parents' house, I won't have it until next weekend. Holiday is almost over. ;< Plugs; Snez, Oh! Music; none. My back hurts. ;< For some reason this computer won't play music, I need to restart it or something. I have vista on my laptop, it is so annoying, it won't let me install Illustrator. And I bet it wouldn't let me install windows XP instead because vista just installs itself. So I installed Illustrator on my boyfriend's computer but it is too old and doesn't have enough ram memory to handle it. I'd have to wait until he gets a new one. So meanwhile I will probably install it on this computer at my parents' home, I have to come here anyway because starting from next friday I have to "volunteer" in the highschool library 65 hours to get my schollarship. Mandness. I have to make cornflakes box or something for Illustrator course ;o We finished studying Illustrator already, now we are going to have few lessons on FreeHand, then InDesign then Photoshop. And then next year I am suppose to take computer designcourses, but I also want to take website making courses. If I have money, since Ispent all the schollarships and such on this stupid Criminology BA. On tuesday I have to make a 30 minute lecture in front of a class about my final work on the difference between child witness in Israel and US. I hate talkng in front of people. I am so scared. ;o Wish me luck. I want to go to Russia and Londong again. And Germany. Give me money somebody. Plugs; Snez, Kryz. Oh! Music; none. Happy belated St. Patrik's day? I'm hung over. one two three four five six plugs; Crissy, Kryz, Angelica, Frutee, Snez. Sodom and Gamorrah. Music; My Alcoholic Friends - The Dresden Dolls. Really scary dude: Can I talk to you? Me: No. Really scary dude: Where do I know you from? Me: We did time together in prison. Then the very scary got really mad and started mumbling some scary shit. Me and my boyfriend spent the weekend [friday-saturday] everyone at their parents' house and we came to our houseon fruday night only to find the following. The house is trashed, the cover of the airconditioner is on the floor, the muultichef's cover is broken, shades on one window bended, the window in the bathroom is broken. Our ceilling is made out of thse huge light weight tiles and one was on the table or the floor I don't remember now. All the computers and stuff were there.. so who was it? Then we smelled something weird we came into our bedroom and discovered shit and urine all over the bed.. Apperently a cat fell inside the house... We started cleaning and everything, the landlord but a wooden board on the window until he fixes it. We put the tile back and out of no freaking where it falls on my head with a huge cat on it! My cat ran into the bathroom and the other cat started running around like mad.. we kicked it out. We had to sleep with a thin blankets and no pillows and my cat was so scared. The highlight of the day was when the board that covered the broken window fell down and broke the toilet. Plugs; I am everything you ever hated. Music; Wasted - And One. Military Fashion Show - And One. I finally went to Tel-Aviv. [Can't wait to move there -__-] Anyway, we went to the flea market. The furneture there is so beautiful, but that;s about it. Most of the other stuff there are second hand stuff, and that scares the shit out of me, because probably someone died on that stuff O__O I want to go to M'era Luna. ;o Plugs; Snez. Yay . Music; Penance - Asbury Heights. I got accepted to this college type thing to study graphic design. ;> Last week my cat fell down in between two walls again. ;o But i managed to fish it, again. V_V I almost went crazy; I had to put a chair on a bed and stand on the char/hang on the wall [our cellings are removable, don't ask..] But it is all good now. This time I am going to skip my usual speach about how much I hate practicum and why, because this time they went overboard. Two weeks ago we had a tea time here. Me and my boyfriend invited my two friends and we were drinking tea from a real non-electrical pot and we had there special dishes for sugar and milt etc.. and we had buttenberg cake [I made it ;o] and bluberry muffins [I also made them..] and other stuff.. as soon as we were done we took out the beer, the hookah and nuts and seeds and whatever suddnely the land lord came in to give us our electricity bill and he looked at my friends as if they were criminals or something. I want to move. ;o Actually I want to move for other reasons but that just adds to my frustration. We never went to Tel-Aviv last week, it was raining like crazy.. so we are going this week. ;D I finally got a strawberry sigar ;D and for some reason it came in a case that looks like a vibrator. O__O And So Do I. Music; Military Fashion Show - And One. I think I am really maladjusted to life. ;o. Plugs; Snez, Koph. People suck. Music; Legion - VNV Nation. I Ran - A flock of Seagulls. Die Andere in Dir - Trestesse De La Lune. I am so stupid! I thought my getting to art school test is on Tuesday (last Tuesday) and I already called to this practicum lady that I wasn't coming, then my boyfriend was like, "It isn't tomorrow". And I said "Yes it is, look!" And pulled out this paper note and it said 12th!!! so, it is next Tuesday. Oh well, On Thursday after that we are going to Tel-Aviv, finally. Hip-hip hurray!! I got 95 for one test, and 80 for other two, so that's awesome, I don't need to retake anything. Did I tell you I hate people? So I got this schollarship where I have to volunteer for 65 hours. They gave me a number of this high school I went to to volunteer there. So I called and was supposed to contact the principle. I was always told he is on a meeting or something. Then they "wrote down my number" so he'd call, yeah righ. Then I called again, was told to call after 2pm so I did. And the stupid, excuse me, whore-of-a-secretery that probably works under his desk, if you know what I mean said: "You should fax us some paper and we will see if we have place for you, now write down the fax number, really fast though because you caught me on my way out!!!" WTF!?!?!? I want to volunteer, they HAVE to have place for me. I am gonna fix it on Sunday though. With this rate, I am going to spend my schollarship on phonecalls. Oh yeah, and the lady who is responsible for my other schollarship where I tutor these two girl asked me to call their English teacher because everyone did and she is waiting for my call. Fucking shit!!! It is just stupid tutoring. I got other things to do than just be on the phone all day with stupid people. Oh and I forgot to tell you. Since I didn't go to that test I had to go to the practicum. So I got there with another student, the third one was ill. But we think the practicum lady told her not to come or something. Anyway, the practicum lady canceled our "meeting"; every time we come we sit and talk about how was our day there and she sits and writes notes as if we were her patients or something. Anyway there were more staff than kids. There were like 4 kids! so we got told after half an hour that we could go home. You see, I am paying for this practicum course ALOT of money, I am paying over 40NIS [that'd be about 10 American dollars] to get there, I have to wake up at 6am to get there and WE CAN GO HOME after 30 minutes there???? And people who refuse to drink, evem a drop make me mad too. I am going to a party tonight. Plugs; Snez. It is still cold, winter sucks. Music; wie Zwei Magneten - Welle Erdball. face to Face - siouxie and the Banshees. Paint it Black - VNV Nation. I wanted to write about how much I hate bus drivers, but that'd only make me mad. So, just so you know, bus drivers suck. I am finishing my BA this year so I started to look for evening lessons for grahic design, because i have nothing to do with criminology. (What was I thinking?!!?). So I was at this college 'open day' type thing and got some information about art design. I went there with a friend, because he lives in that city and i didn't want to go alone. Anyway on our way we saw a cemetery of Templars. It was so weird, I mean we managed to read the thombstones despite the darkness and many people there were really young like in their 20's ;o Well maybe we are going there again next week to take pictures and explore. Finally someone asked me a question on the 'ask me' thingy, ASK ME QUESTIONS. I am nice, really. Oh by the way, I finally have a new cellphone, we left one cellullar comany, bought new cellphones and joined another so my old cellphone was disconnected and the new ones we at my parents' house, so I was without a cellphone for almost a week and survived!. Oh! See that to do list on the side? I added more stuff to it. 65 housr of volunteering for schollarsip. Computer design course. Dance in a moonlight. Get a job. Ghost worl comic books. Give back Alex's and Martha's CDs. Go to Tel-Aviv. Hoodie. Make a dress. Make foor for more than eight people. More than 20 pairs of shoes. [13 so far not including slippers]. Read books. Schollarship #2. Sit on a roof top. Synthetic hair/dreads. Tights. [Already have: some blacks, purple] Plugs; Laura, Crissy. Yeah. Music; Venus in Furs - Siouxsie and the Banshees. Well, yesterday my computer just died. Lucky for me there was a "restore" option.. everything got deleted of course, i don't even have office and such.. but at least it works now. We went to the dorms yesterday where i used to live last year to drink alcohol, lol. Tomorrow i am going to wake up early and go to the city to a carft store. I might even walk there, it is 30+ minute walk. I am off now, me and my boyfriend are going to drink tea and smoke cigars, yeah. Plugs; Crissy, Kayleigh, Snez. 70's Punk Rock Original. Music; Sunday Morning - The Velvet Underground. Venus in Furs - The Velvet Underground. This site totally rocks. I want to by the Ghost World comic by Daniel Clowes. I am [again] totally obsessed after whatching the movie for the millionth time. I want to buy purple tights. Or maybe some other color, what do you think? plugs; Manda, Kryz, Snez, Arwen. this is a title This and that. yeah. well well yeah. |
