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Drinkin beer. music; stupid TV at the background. ;o. I was thinking, what do you do in your spare time? Besides going to school/work? Well usually I like just sitting here surfing the net, being lazy.. And when I don't do that (and the stuff above like school and work and I do both) I like to draw, but I am so lazy that I draw while sitting in front of the computer.. Also I like to read, too bad I don't dedicate enough time for that. Besides that once a week I started going to an acting class and I totally love it. As for other activities.. I like going to pubs and parties. I have never been to a mainstream party in my entire life, well once I went inside a mainstream club to pee because a friend was working there and we came to visit her and I had to pee really bad. I've been to gothic parties, gay/lesbian parties, bdsm parties, fetish parties and alternative parties (usually they have rock, metal, nu metal kind of music at the alternative parties), my favorite is gothic parties of course. (; I also like hanging out with my friends, unfortunately I don't do it much especially lately because everyone's so busy and we don't even live in the same city. I love to cook, especially to bake! I love making cakes, cookies and especially muffin and invite friends to a tea party. At tea parties we sit around a table and eat from pretty tableware and we drink tea. And then when we are done we drink beer. 
plugs; Angelica, Nini, gel, chiui. Come lie next to me. music; Sorrow Expert - Iris. True Life - Lights of Euphoria. Not prepared - Mesh. Kathy's Song - Apoptygma Berzerk. I decided to look after my money better.. see what I am spending on and such. So month for this matter wold start on 10th of every months since that's the day when I get paid and when credit card company take all the money I paid with my credit card. So, months started yesterday and I already managed to spend some money, some of it was in my wallet since previous months so I wouldn't count it (25NIS spool for sewing machine, 31.5NIS bus. 5.6NIS bus.) Now since the 10th I spent 77NIS on food, 13NIS on food, 31NIS health insurance, 500NIS laser [4 more payments to go], 60NIS contact lenses, 104NIS Internet. I looked at my bank account through Internet and discovered an interesting thing, I pay for my health insurance 31NIS, that's okay, now when I need to pay for the extra stuff I thought they take it from my dad's money apparently they don't, turned out I payed for my shot against papilloma virus and that's almost 500NIS and I need to get another one on Sunday, so mom said they'd send me money and we just need to make sure they don't charge us both. I hope they give me the rest of the money of my scholarship which is 1500NIS, I'd be the happiest person on earth. I got my paycheck on the 10th and it is shit, well it is partly my fault.. when I just started and said I could take all the shifts of the week they gave me only three but now I don't have much time this month so I give 3 shifts and they are like 'why don't yo take extra shifts?' idiots. -___- Besides my back hurts like hell from this job, my previous job payed more but it gave me un-ending migraines, I rather have back pains that really bad headaches that don't stop no matter how much pills I take. God.. I hate writing about money. 
plugs; angelica, gel. Winter suck. music; The Night Starts Here - Stars. I hate winter!!! Seriously, I tried loving it, sometimes th weather is actually nice plus you can wear all kind pretty clothes without sweating like a pig, I tried to find positive sides of winter, but I just can't help it! I am sitting here for two hours feeling all anxious and depressed like, and there is nothing I can point my finger at besids winter. I want to do something.. make something, i don't know, I want to clean, paint m nails, draw, sew something, create something but because of winter I am so unproductive. V__V Plus I should make a new layout for the new year, and I also want to change the blog format and some other stuff. On sunday I went to this acting class on monday, it was so awesome. It was my secret dream when I was a child, but I never had the chance to go to this kind of class. I am gonna go every sunday now and at the end of the ear we are going to have a play. I made ALOT of alfajores, if you don't know what those are, those are sandwich cookies stuch together with 'dulce de leche' which is milk based syrup. I should post a recipe here, once I am in a better mood, you won't be able to stop eating them. *drools all over*. I just deleted a whole paragraph about my job and stuff. Do you people enjoy your job?? Is there such a thing?? plugs; angelica, gel, keiyt, rachel, alice, snez. Shopping. ;o music; TV. I went shopping on friday, this is what I bought;  Excuse my cat though (: This is a really cool skirt I even convinced my mom to by one.  Yes my cat is a camera-whore and this is a black sleevles hoody.  My boyfriend and my mom said "wtf" at that, I'd have to take a picture of me in that.. so you can say "What the fuck!?" too.  This is my first tutrle neck sweather ever.. i usually hate turtle neck but this one looks awesome.  The black shirt on the left actually has pretty cool sleeves, but you can't really see them, and the right shirt looks amazing.  Yes, I bought a pink shirt, lets not talk about it.. (; The other shirt has some really interesting design at the bottom but you can't really see it, I'd have to take a picture of me wearing it.  Purple cute hand bag and red scarf. Yes it is actualy red.. well maybe raspberry red. I also got two pairs of tights but I am too lazy to take another picture. Then I went to my niece's fourth birthday and then to a party, which was awesome like always. (; I hope there are going to upload pictures soon. I got 82 at my seminar paper, for my B.A... I want to get my other grade on another seminar and to finally know that I am done with this shit. New school is awesome by the way. I have a new link exchange; Gel! Did you see the news about India? You probably didn't.. probably no one cares. ;o Oh my god.. tomorrow's winter.. I hate winter... X_X plugs; gel, angelica, snez. I broke my foundation bottle this morning, so I went to buy a new one after work, I bought it and some loose powder and pretty hair pins and the stupid woman didnt put them in the package and I discovered it only when I got home. :( I sms-ed my boyfriend and told him about that and said I'd die if he doesn't get me some new hairpins so he brought me colorful ones with sparkles! ;D Then we went food shopping and I bought a purple bow type thing, I am not quite sure what it is called, but it is pretty. ;o Yesterday I started my fashion design classed *happy happy* and I got a HUGE list of stuff that I need to buy and that's only the beginning. Lots of money.. but I love it already. ;D Can't wait till thirsday; another lesson. Yesterday when i was waiting for a bus to go to Haifa for the lesson there was a girl at the end of the bus stop, she was quite big, couldn't tell her age though, probably in her twenties maybe less I am not sure, but that's not the point. She was hitch hiking, she wore a skirt and a huge shapless tee shirt which she pulled up to her boobs to show off her stomach while she tries to catch a car. It was like as if she was saying "I know I'm not pretty enpugh for you to give me a free ride, but I'd give you sex for that" or something. Scary shit. I was taking a bubble bath today [was too tired to stand up and shower..] And my kitty came and tried to hit my apper rm which was sticking out of the water with her paw. So I put some foam on the arm and she touched it and was like WTF?! and tried to lick it off but didn't like it. Then she jumped on the side of the bathtub [shaking from fear all the time] and tried to fight the bubbles, it was really funny, but I was afraid she'd fall inside. I got a new new link adde to "people" Angelica. (: I think of revamping my 'about me' page or just fixing it here and there.. Oh.. look at this; Me in third grade [I am the tall one] click here Me in the third grade; click here. Me at the age two, in Russia. [I am on the right of course]. click here. plugs; kryz, gel, angelica. I only come here seeking peace. music; Fragments - VNV Nation. Kingdom - VNV Nation. Dark angel - VNV Nation. I am sick ;o since about monday, I was starting to feel a bit better yesterday, but today I woke up feeling all sick again. And now my head hurts, but that's because I was crying.. -___- See, I paid for the new college thing on monday and today they called me to tell me that my credit card company doesn't allow me to pay with my card. So I called the and they said that the bank ordered now to allow me to pay.. so I called the bank and they called back and said they can't allow me because my limit is 2000 and together with all other payments it goes way beyond that. At the school they told me I could pay with checks, but there are few problems.. first of all my checks are at my parents' house (they live like two and a half hours away from me) and I can't go an take them because school starts on monday and all other days i either work or it is weekend and no one works. Plust i don't think I have enough checks. So i started crying ;____; Called my mom and she called dad and he called me, anyway my dad is paying for my college (: but I have to pay him back. I don't know if he would want the money back, but I told my sister to order me a new check book so I can write checks to m parents. Besides that I need a better job, this one doesn't pay much. Well they pay minumum wage but I don't have enough shifts.. plust the work is really hard so even if I wanted more shifts i woud be all tired and such. And I don't think they'd give me more shifts because there are many workers there.. I only have 3 shifts this week ;\ Oh and the skin on my hands is all dry because of the work. bahhh ;\ Well I', gonna go rest now because i have a headache and I have to work from 6pm to 12am. I hope I'd find a ride back, or it really gonna suck... plugs; Snez, Crissy, Gel, Mallory, Angelica, Scream riot!. Sushi. music; Eclipse - Apoptygma Berzerk. Carbon - VNV Nation. I finally made sushi yesterday, with pickled gigner on the side and all that.  I bought a little blanket type think with pucca on it, I don't have a picture yet, but it is so cute. ^^ I was kinda bummed for a few days because I saw that at my work most of the workers are kids who just graduated school, maybe some who just got out of the army, and I kinda feel lout of place being there with a B.A and such.. but everyone kept telling me that it doesn't matter because it is a perfect job for students, since I signed up for studies again. Perfect as in it pays and it is work in shifts which gives me time to study. I hpe I start studying this semester or I go crazy. I am gonna get my house finnaly all clean and such sometime soon and then take pictures.. I don't know how about others but i like looking at 'my room' pictures on other people's sites, it interests me how other people live. Also, speaking about the site, I changed the layout and actually validated CSS and it was all perfect so I didn't need to fix anything. I can tell by the rain that winter is near, time to hibernate. -____- plugs; Snez, Angelica. I am a working woman. music; Dark angel - VNV Nation. Rubicon - VNV Nation. I got a jpb and signed up for the studies, I hope they still have a place for me. Tomorrow will be my firs day at the new job, it is a popular food place. Today I went to the post office to send via fax and to buy some envelopes and stamps. I sent letters, one to Stace, I know stace since forever, we 'met' on mIRC chat like ages ago ;D and another letter to Mimi, she is cool. ;D I sent them beaded strawberries ^^ hope they like them or something ^^. I added new recipes, mushroom soup, sweet & sour cauliflower, liver with caramelized apples. Yummu. ^___^ I also added two new pictures, they are in the 'about me' section, under 'pictures' of course. Oh, i forgot to say, I dyed my hair black, so it doesn't look all creepy now. plugs; Snez. I feel like I'm ready to crack; from head to heel. music; Surviving - Namnambulu. Gonna - Zomie Girl. Knives - Colony 5. Addicted to the Masses - Endanger. [edit] I just called the school.. it is 15,000NIS per year. I think my life just came to an end. [/edit] [edit #2] I decided I am going to study fashion design anyway, hopefully I find a job soon. I figured I shouldn't listen to anyone anymore and do whatever I want to, I've made enough mistakes by listening to other people. [/edit #2] I called fashion design school and they are sending me information and papers to fill up, I have a feeling this is going to be VERY expensive.. -__- But I can't give up on that.. I mean I already have a useless B.A, and the thought of spending the rest of my life working at the bank or for the police [which one is worse???] scares the hell out of me. Those two jobs because those I two decent ones I guess. Then if I don't try fashion design I am gonna be misirable for the rest of my life. Also I need to get a job, i have like 20 days left [Until school starts] *dies* I boight a mirror with a wooden frame so I can paint it myself (: I want to make something really cool. i wanted to make some pretty black curtains for it.. hmm but I don't know.. Maybe stick some red flowers on it.. I also want to make a matching shelf. Winter os coming. Well it was here last weeks, it was kinda cold and rainy, now it is super hot again, but I know winter is coming, you can't fool me! I hate it!!!! Cold, wet, windy, depressing. -___- and it gets dark very early. I try to tell myself 'winter is okay, you can wear pretty stuff, it is not that bad' but it doesn't work it just depresses me. SOMEONE TURN WINTER OFF!!" ;o I don't know if any of you noticed but I have a link on the first page of the site, a link to a radio, it is really good, you should try it. Oh, I just noticed, today is 16 years since we came to live in Israel. Plugs; Angelica, Mallory. O__O; music; Infinite - Assemblage 23. Maps of Reality - Assemblae 23. I don't even know where to begin.. First of all I added three new recipes [you can find those by clicking 'for you' in the navigation to your left and then clicking 'recipes']. I added rice with ginger sauce, venigret salad [Russian] and avocado salad. (: On friday night my boyfriend had an urgent hernia surgery . ;o He is home now, actually he already is in college because he doesnt want to miss anything. And I am sitting here like a bum without a job. Actually I am going everyday for a few hours to a youth center to volunteer for the schollarship I got and to see if they have any jobs. Yesterday I printed out some resumes and went to hand them out to shops that need staff, found two.. hmm.. And I bought bread and milk and heart shaped bathtub salt thingy, oh and yogurts. At the youth center they convinced me to go to this guidance thing which helps you find what you should really study\work at. I am so awesome I didn't even have to pay for it (; Anyway, even though I already have a B.A which I am unsatisfied with I went there.. I kinda know what I want to do but I needed an approval. So they had this instructor and there were lots of psychological tests and such [turns out my B.A doesn't suit me much, surprise, surprise] I'm gonna go study fashion design. Once i find a job. -__-; I almost forgot.. I added some contents.. well actually i moved it from my old contents site because I wasn't using it and it was just taking space.. I added some new stuff as well. Also, thank you for answering my breakfast question. (: plugs; Angelica, Alicia, Anna, Mallory, Kryz, Crissy. Breakfast. music; none. I was searching the interent for ideas for breakfast and such and came across this wikipedia article thingy.. where they mantion many countries and what they eat for breakfast. That's kinda intereting. Few days ago I also read about Russian food, and being Russian I found it kinda funny how they tried to explain everything. (: What do you people eat for breakfast? I made onion soup today, if you click the link you can see the recipe. I had this shot against the papiloma virus, and I am having weird side effects.. X_X plugs; Alicia, Shellz, Addie, Nina, Louise, Mimi. Snails. music; Children of the Night - Blut Engel. I added a new apple muffins recipe, it actuall has a picture in there, also I added a picture to hot peppers salad. Those are pictures of the food that I made. I like looking at recipes that ha picture. (: Also I added some new smilies that I made;  I have a horrible headache again. ;( Oh yeah, I want to make some sushi, but I don't have all the ingredients here. Maybe I will get some tomorrow. you know what I though would be awesome? To get some snails. ;o I read about them that you can take some flour and make it wet with water, make lines with this doug and put a snail on it and it will eat it >_> Kinda cool, eh? Plugs; Angelica, Mimi, Crissy. I am drinkin wine! music: Epicentre - VNV Nation.  I cleaned my site's server; I was running out of space due to all the junk that I've never deleted.I found alot of pixels and smilies and decided to upload them here and make a 'stuff for you' section, also I have there some recipes. Besides those old smilies I made some new ones but they are not up yet, also tomorrow I am going to try a new recipe for apple muffins, to see if it is an good, if it is I will add it to the recipes. Besides that, I still don't have a job, and I REALLY need one.. I want to sign up for fashion design evening classes, it'd be stupid to sign up for something without getting a job.. ;( so i am kind of in a hurry since school year starts soon. Oh well ;\ (Hopefully) going to a [bdsm] party on monday, and to [gothic] party on friday, but to the second party I am going for sure, can't wait to show off my new corset. That's the corset on the left.. took this picture from the online store I ordered it from, don't have a picture of me in it yet, but it looks even better than on the picture. Plugs; Snez, Mimi. I quit my job. music: none. Yeah.. as the titled said, I quit my job. My site was down for a wile and I didn't have time to fix it. Meanwhile, someone poisoned my cat and it died. :( So I freaked out and decided to move to another house, where I can safely raise a new cat. So the next day we found an apartemtn to rent and it is much better than the filthy house we had, and we got a new kitten. Also i started getting really bad headaches from my filthy (calling center) job, so I quit.. I have one more day to work. bahhh. ;< Oh well.. right now i am cooking like a bitch for people who invited themselves over. yeah. this is a title This and that. yeah. well well yeah. |
